As my final post, I want reflect a bit on the process of writing this blog. My first post was one looking forward with anticipation to a new writing project. I think it’s a worthwhile bookend the project with a post looking backwards. I’m very satisfied with this project. I began it just as I was beginning a new chapter in my life, and in many ways it was a reflection on a major formative experience for me in a past chapter. I am very grateful for the Buffy blogger and my friend who found that blog for inspiring me to write this. I wrote each post where most of the content was my own reflections. I tried not to look too much at other sources, but rather I wanted to give my perspective. After each post, I read the MemoryAlpha webpage for the episode. There’s a lot that website about DS9 I didn’t know, so I would encourage anyone interested in the behind-the-scenes look at DS9 to look at each episode there. A lot is there too on the scripting process and how episodes were developed. But ultimately, I tried to make these posts my own view. Mostly, writing this was for my own purposes. By being reflective about each of the episodes, I learned a whole lot about myself. The thematic content of DS9 is such fertile ground. For someone philosophically minded like myself, this process of writing inspired so much in me. Old thoughts I still agreed with were solidified. I was opened to new interpretations of the art. I was challenged in some of my old thinking that had changed. Being reflective is immensely powerful to me. The vehicle of writing a blog, the process itself, was as valuable to me as getting my thoughts down in a medium somewhere.
That leads me to possibly my most important meta-realization about this project. I really learned the value and importance of producing something. Our culture places immense emphasis on consuming. And what I mean here is slightly different than in the materialistic sense. I mean consuming the art that our world generates. We consume good food, good TV, good movies, good lectures, good books. There is joy and virtue in consuming high quality art. For those of us privileged to not have to worry about basic survival, art truly is the most important component of life, in my opinion. I think there’s equal value in producing as in consuming. Even if no one ever sees it or appreciates it, there is intrinsic value to producing. It is for the sake of itself and my own self-esteem that I produced a corpus of reflections on DS9. I don’t need any other soul to see this to know I made something I’m proud of. That process builds me up in unique ways. So I would encourage everyone to take up producing something. Some of us are lucky enough to do it for a living. But even if we don’t do it for a living (or perhaps especially if we don’t do it for a living), I would hope all of us can find time to produce. Painting, woodwork, writing, coding a game, building a skateboard, etc. Create something that didn’t exist before. You’ll be better for it because you’ll find something in yourself based on what you create. I think it’s one of the healthy balances in life to do a bit of creating balanced against a bit of consuming. Both are needed for us to discover the best versions of ourselves.
The thing that surprised me the most was how incredibly long this took. July 2012 through November 2020! I never dreamed it would take 8 years, even after getting back from a 3 year hiatus. I’ll admit, I was being overly optimistic to think I could write 3 of episodes a week. Ha! I foolishly said that right before I got engaged. Thankfully, I finished before a decade had passed, and that’s a small victory. Not counting my hiatus, I created this blog in less time than it took the show to be produced. During those 8 years I defended a PhD thesis, got married, left academia, became a father, bought two houses (sequentially), and changed careers. I’m in a very different phase of life than I was when I started. I was quite worried as I watched myself slow down going through Seasons 6 and 7. I think I held together the spirit of the project through to the end. That was really important to me. My writing itself certainly got better over time. Some of those early posts were rough.
I absolutely love Star Trek and DS9 in particular. Getting to write these posts about such a setting was an extreme joy. Skimming back over 8 years of posts, I’m reminded how much life flows without our control. Another important meta-realization is that life flows on no matter what we do. We might be able to steer the boat a bit, but it’s the Great Material Continuum that sends us along our path. In Trek as in life, may we always boldly go.
